There are days when you want to go to the rooftops and shout at people that your time has arrived, that you have seen the silver lining in all the dark clouds and are waiting for the mercy rain.
There are days when you wish you become a larva and hide in a cocoon, refusing to open your eyes to the ugliness that’s outside. Life has thrown me everything I was scared to take in. Failure. Rejection. Dejection…Embarrassment and hatred. I don’t know what I am doing with myself. And I know I am not alone, everybody fosters something of this mortal “bliss”.
But as everyone, I feel my pain is the greatest. Its always hard to put words to certain electrochemical signals we call thoughts, but I’ll try nonetheless.
Most of the times, I feel I am hanging, as if I am between a dipole, as soon as I go near an end point, I change the charge, and thus start repelling….then again…and again… I don’t like the mediocrity around me, I can’t reach the zenith. So? Where should I go? Is there some obscure cosmic nirvana for people like me?
Wish of the day: I wish I could go dumb. I don’t want to react..a better wish could be to go deaf …none of the noise…
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